The Violent Tango

Sun, 27 Dec 2009 12:07:44 GMT

My son is asleep so I can step outside with my bourbon and have a smoke. Its 4 in the morning and the asian newspaper man is throwing his freshly printed news like ninja stars, smoking a cigarrette pretty hard. What a kickass job. This weather and its 're-chilling' effect on my glass is greatly appreciated. The boy is waking up

Wed, 23 Dec 2009 11:00:47 GMT

I really just deleted about 300 lines from this 'almost entry'. Fuck lj I need a legal pad

so excited to see my dogs!! and megan of course

Wed, 10 Jun 2009 10:32:15 GMT

i miss rosco. he was there with us through thick and thin. the ultimate security guard

Sun, 07 Jun 2009 11:54:12 GMT

in the past this thing has been way too revealing. the funniest thing ever

i stay up way too late

but at least ive got nice underwear

Thu, 28 May 2009 11:05:26 GMT

In regards to renting my house out and migrating back to riverside;

This is the most frustrating thing I've ever dealt with. Dollars are a pain in the ass. It seems like if you're getting them its alright, but its all the same. Money's no fun if you aint got none, worse if you've got some. Its a fucking joke

211 is the devil I swear. A tenth the price of blow and its keeping me up just as long

I'll see you folks in Riverside with a smile so big

Sat, 23 May 2009 09:30:57 GMT

who the fuck took my armani exchange belt im wearing this old navy bootstrap gonna whoop some ass

Wed, 20 May 2009 07:55:08 GMT

i finally have my macbook pro and my ps3 in the same room and both online! im fuckin plugged in

Fri, 15 May 2009 19:15:39 GMT

i was told that lastnight i was sleepwalking, and apparently sleep LJing. of course thats how you spell pray

Fri, 15 May 2009 09:00:55 GMT

that trvsdjam shit is inspiring. i forget there's two things i'm good at; f*cking and drumming.

pray for a baby girl. is that the correct spelling? (pray) spellcheck isnt fuckin with me

Wed, 29 Apr 2009 03:23:23 GMT

life happens, you'd better get some good friends

Thu, 12 Feb 2009 07:02:04 GMT

the biggest source of anxiety for me is feeling like i haven't thanked everyone in my life properly. that i haven't seemed grateful for everyone that's spent 5 minutes with me. im glad to have met everyone in my life, even if they were a dick. i love you guys

everyone is having a baby!

Mon, 29 Dec 2008 08:24:31 GMT

dont pass judgement. it makes you ugly. seems like you think you have a palace to talk down from

Thu, 25 Dec 2008 10:16:59 GMT

smoked some pot that we grew, to my surprise it was actually pretty damn good

christmas eve turned out well, the theory of music, theory of jesus, good talks. but we cant figure out what the day he was crucified is called, you guys know? something like 4 days before easter. my calender doesn't have religious holidays

Wed, 24 Dec 2008 18:18:00 GMT

christmas eve, cool!

doesnt feel any different than yesterday

have to go to work now, what a drag

Fri, 19 Dec 2008 00:27:33 GMT

gotta get drunk fast

do you see what i see

Tue, 09 Dec 2008 01:24:43 GMT

double edit

It being john's death day and all, maybe its appropriate. We will die one day, as will everyone and there will be nothing left of what you feel for me or what I felt for you. Id rather not be remembered as a selfish man, but it seems that is where this is leading. This distance turns an incredible kind of love into this unbearable kind of paranoia and I seem to buckle. The only remedy I see is one of many hearts, it will take more than one mind to overcome this kind of obstacle. This day holds a significant kind of nostalgia, there is this funk I feel in myself resembling the horror our country felt that day. An overwhelming sense of love suffocated, and clearly marking us human. No matter how much good we can find in ourselves, we will find a way to erase it. I think this day is a very significant one, its as if the worlds pride and optimism has been stifled once again, in myself. The death of a hero echos in my soul the same way it did to an entire country so many years ago. You can still feel this awesome pillar of love and light being snuffed out by mans darker, more self-destructive side; 28 years after the fact.

Rest well Mr. John Lennon. We miss you, and we will not forget

Sat, 06 Dec 2008 01:43:15 GMT

i think cynthia eats more food than i do

Wed, 29 Oct 2008 10:14:55 GMT

im thinking the daily 15 beers is the opposite of an accomplishment. someone tell me that word

i was scared to bring the people i did here with me, but now i know i couldn't have handled this kind of change without every one of them. alex and jarrett, duh. wouldn't make sense not to and it somehow didn't turn into a disaster. and megan... i think id be shooting heroin between my toes and stealing cars if it weren't for such a good anchor

our dogs are a trip, they learn so much faster than people. im proud of them

totally got hired at blockbuster

got my car running tonight. hopefully passing that god damned test tomorrow or the next day and getting a license

the new copeland record is outstanding. buy it or maybe download it from one of those programs that say fuck their profits

i hope my brother is well, i really do

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 22:12:35 GMT

just bought anthony green/personl/good old war tickets

Sat, 29 Mar 2008 23:03:59 GMT

portland was really rad

got a kickass tattoo. when you see me remind me to show you

Sun, 13 Jan 2008 22:25:45 GMT

those pictures with the warped letters and numbers for you to type have got me thinkin IM a robot

Thu, 15 Feb 2007 22:50:08 GMT

valentines day was rad.

so fuckin sore

Tue, 02 Jan 2007 03:35:45 GMT

"god gave us a penis and a brain, but only enough blood to work one at a time"

fuckin robin williams

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 10:14:15 GMT

I don't understand small talk

Sat, 14 Oct 2006 20:24:15 GMT

back in the game